New Beginning

Thanks to Tina ( http://little-mstina.blogspot.com/) I got my mood back to write, and even asked her to help me so many times. She got a really nice blog there, and the sweet stories will make the one who read it envying her sweet love life. Wish you happy always there, and wait for your wedding invitation of course! Miss you a lot my friend.. <3

This is my first entry for 2012, and I don't know where I shall start from. Everything has changed, even better, or maybe even worse. So many things happened, that's why I decided to write about my "New Beginning".

The first thing that comes through my mind is my study. I am on the way doing my thesis right now. This is not the end of the journey in my life, but this is the beginning of my journey. "What should I do after graduate? What kind of job will I have after graduate? How do I survive?" and the questions has never stop haunting my life. Sometimes it makes me afraid, sometimes it makes me even stronger. But, I am so sure that before thinking so far away, the first thing I got to do is to finish my thesis before go to another step of my life.

I have a big dream to chase. For some people, my dream is a small matter, but for me, it's not an easy thing to deal with. What is it? I wish I have the chance to study my master degree in Singapore. I have to find way how to cover the living fees, and study's fee too (looking for financial aid, but have no clue till now). Or the second option is to work in Singapore, but I just don't have enough confidence. I am not good in speaking English, and Mandarin. I am not experienced. All i got is I am willing to work as hard as I can, if I am given the chance to.

This is just a small beginning of my life. Will tell more in next post.

Never stop believing, because by having the faith, you will see the chance

-Suyani Lim-